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this is for kara-chan because im sad and gay
Kara-chan, it's Mitsutada.
I don't think it's that fair for me to be here by myself, but it'd be even more unfair of me to ask that you come here too so... don't do anything irrational and get yourself killed, okay? I'll be really upset if you do that! It's not cool at all to live recklessly and let your emotions take over like that, Kara-chan. Please be careful -- make sure you keep eating and sleeping well! Take care of your appearance and rely on the few people you can trust, like Dazai-kun.
I'm not sure what else to say... normally I'd chat up a storm with you and you'd stay to listen even if you looked annoyed, so it's not fun doing this one-sided talking thing. It's so lonely...
Sorry I left you so early, I wish I could've been stronger to properly fight back, but I wasn't and I couldn't. My body was a mess, I'm sure... probably for multiple reasons. It really wasn't cool at all, and I could only think about you while it all happened. I can't protect you anymore, so I'm afraid I can't keep my promise now. I'm sorry Kara-chan.
--Oh! Don't blame yourself for anything either!! I don't blame you, so it'd be uncool if you burdened yourself with what happened. Just know that I'll always be with you in spirit, so make it out alive and happy.
I actually also kind of want to tell you to rough up that Rhys guy if you ever find him, and I'm not saying you should, buuuuuuut--
ANYWAY. Love youuu! xoxoxo
ps: Kei-kun said "shut up"!
❤
I don't think it's that fair for me to be here by myself, but it'd be even more unfair of me to ask that you come here too so... don't do anything irrational and get yourself killed, okay? I'll be really upset if you do that! It's not cool at all to live recklessly and let your emotions take over like that, Kara-chan. Please be careful -- make sure you keep eating and sleeping well! Take care of your appearance and rely on the few people you can trust, like Dazai-kun.
I'm not sure what else to say... normally I'd chat up a storm with you and you'd stay to listen even if you looked annoyed, so it's not fun doing this one-sided talking thing. It's so lonely...
Sorry I left you so early, I wish I could've been stronger to properly fight back, but I wasn't and I couldn't. My body was a mess, I'm sure... probably for multiple reasons. It really wasn't cool at all, and I could only think about you while it all happened. I can't protect you anymore, so I'm afraid I can't keep my promise now. I'm sorry Kara-chan.
--Oh! Don't blame yourself for anything either!! I don't blame you, so it'd be uncool if you burdened yourself with what happened. Just know that I'll always be with you in spirit, so make it out alive and happy.
I actually also kind of want to tell you to rough up that Rhys guy if you ever find him, and I'm not saying you should, buuuuuuut--
ANYWAY. Love youuu! xoxoxo
ps: Kei-kun said "shut up"!
❤